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sexting everybody but Mark
Mark is too hot, he intimidates me, I want to be At My Fucking Best for him when I make that cock-choking video ... so meanwhile I'm sexting with all the other boys, LOL. I'd warned Mark I may not have time to myself until Saturday ... padding the schedule a bit ... but maybe I'll make the cock-choking video tonight ... damn ... reminds me of when I met KWC way back in 1990 and felt like he was too hot for me ... so nervous as we made out at the beach that first night, a few blocks from my parents' house, I couldn't cum,
this stage fright didn't last, we had lots of lots of cum over the years, especially during our weekend at his brother's apartment while said brother was out of town -- I came seven times, and he at least matched me, as we watched videos on the floor, on a futon mattress on the floor, VCR, stuff like the original Handmaid's Tale, cum everywhere, we both lived with our parents back then, see, so, having a place to ourselves was a cum factory,
And, hey, K was/is definitely too hot for me also, c'mon. Such a hottie. I've been blessed with multiple men who are too hot for me.
And WTF does that even mean? On the one hand, I've never balked, I've never said to self, "He's out of my league." OTOH, I still feel it. I transgress my perceived league boundaries. But, fuck, Mark is too hot. I hope he's saying the same goddess damned thing about me, as he patiently waits for my time to free up. Which it already has. Fuck.
this stage fright didn't last, we had lots of lots of cum over the years, especially during our weekend at his brother's apartment while said brother was out of town -- I came seven times, and he at least matched me, as we watched videos on the floor, on a futon mattress on the floor, VCR, stuff like the original Handmaid's Tale, cum everywhere, we both lived with our parents back then, see, so, having a place to ourselves was a cum factory,
And, hey, K was/is definitely too hot for me also, c'mon. Such a hottie. I've been blessed with multiple men who are too hot for me.
And WTF does that even mean? On the one hand, I've never balked, I've never said to self, "He's out of my league." OTOH, I still feel it. I transgress my perceived league boundaries. But, fuck, Mark is too hot. I hope he's saying the same goddess damned thing about me, as he patiently waits for my time to free up. Which it already has. Fuck.