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m_d_hProbably the combo of processing some "K's move" feelings and allowing myself orgasms on Sunday, nothing much seemed interesting today, didn't want to accomplish anything at work, quit work early to have a beer and play a video game. I did run this morning, and did my abs workout, and did some chores, so I'm not just sitting around like a lump. T cooked a wonderful dinner. Trying to keep in touch with K a bit each day. They expect to reach Portland on Friday.
Trying to be snuggly with the pets, trying to think of some projects or activities for the condo. I will be there from Friday morning until Monday morning while T does his meditation retreat. There's a Blu-Ray player there, and I think there's an XBOX 360 there (I'll check with K about that tomorrow), but neither has been used in years. I'll bring some discs and games to see whether I can get them working. Now I wish I still had that music keyboard I bought years ago. I could buy another one real quick.
Normally I'd be excited about having 3 nights to myself coming up and a break from work. Maybe I'll get more excited about it later this week. I'll have a lot more Time to Self at the house later this month when T goes away on his vacation (finally). I'd been trying to get that to happen for months. But now I'm having the K's move feelings and I'm not excited about being alone. But I'm not really excited about anything else either. Blah. Maybe I'll need a K phone call this weekend after all.
I'll have to reach out to some other people also, until I've put together a new Until the Vaccine social support rhythm. Maybe tomorrow morning I won't feel so blah. Feelings don't last forever.
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OK, I bought a keyboard (again) ... music creation helped me when K moved out of the house, perhaps it can help me again now. Should arrive Thursday so I can take it with me to the condo.
Also, another old-tech project, I still have my old iPhone 6. Wondering what I'd have to do to make it usable again. The lightning port is very touchy and the battery doesn't work well anymore. It also maxed out at iOS 12. Not sure what I'd use it for, though. It's biggest problem was it had poor water resistance for the hot tub.
Trying to be snuggly with the pets, trying to think of some projects or activities for the condo. I will be there from Friday morning until Monday morning while T does his meditation retreat. There's a Blu-Ray player there, and I think there's an XBOX 360 there (I'll check with K about that tomorrow), but neither has been used in years. I'll bring some discs and games to see whether I can get them working. Now I wish I still had that music keyboard I bought years ago. I could buy another one real quick.
Normally I'd be excited about having 3 nights to myself coming up and a break from work. Maybe I'll get more excited about it later this week. I'll have a lot more Time to Self at the house later this month when T goes away on his vacation (finally). I'd been trying to get that to happen for months. But now I'm having the K's move feelings and I'm not excited about being alone. But I'm not really excited about anything else either. Blah. Maybe I'll need a K phone call this weekend after all.
I'll have to reach out to some other people also, until I've put together a new Until the Vaccine social support rhythm. Maybe tomorrow morning I won't feel so blah. Feelings don't last forever.
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OK, I bought a keyboard (again) ... music creation helped me when K moved out of the house, perhaps it can help me again now. Should arrive Thursday so I can take it with me to the condo.
Also, another old-tech project, I still have my old iPhone 6. Wondering what I'd have to do to make it usable again. The lightning port is very touchy and the battery doesn't work well anymore. It also maxed out at iOS 12. Not sure what I'd use it for, though. It's biggest problem was it had poor water resistance for the hot tub.