born nonbinary, AMAB made me gay?

[m_d_h]

I think the jump into being gay (for me) was a way of eradicating gender, if we're all guys then there's no gender,

yeah, if we're all guys there's no gender,

WTF, I hate gender so much I want there to be one/no gender,

so I build a life of one/no gender,

a gender totalitarian?  an agender totalitarian?

if one/no gender claps in a forest,