K is moving away

[m_d_h]

K already had the approval from his employer, they were waiting for approval from his boyfriend's employer -- came through today, while I was with K at the condo, I heard the phone call ... K told me immediately ...

At least it happened while I'm here with K, and at the beginning of our night together.  Not a text message while I was by myself or ... something ...

I'm happy for them, sad for me, but sad for me because we're still in the middle of this pandemic and K is my only non-T social outlet right now, and my only sexual outlet right now.

I will have to find somebody to hang out with, in this Quarantine Bubble, other than T, or the next six months will be impossible.  And I know I will find somebody, or somebodys.  Life will be different, but I will move forward.

And after the pandemic is over, I will continue to see K every so often, it's just this fucking pandemic quarantine, I have to push back on the social isolation, just a bit,

As I said to K, and I meant it as a compliment, "You were just barely enough non-T social activity to get me through this."

I cannot replace K, but I can open up the bubble to others.  I will.