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m_d_hHaven't seen my cock in 20 days, that's the point of the Leopard (and the FMJ, when I get it), and this fuckin' block of ice: nobody can see my cock. I cannot see it, I cannot touch it, nobody can. [Was also the point of the Black Box 2.0, which fell off and disintegrated, LOL.]
33 days since orgasm. But what's the point of counting? There's no endpoint. I thought about going back to the Oracle after I swap into the FMJ, but, nope. I'm waiting for First Contact, when I get to touch a Sir, and then he can decide whether/when I cum. If ever.
No more games. And I'd better not cum while swapping cages. I'll have to thaw out these keys and then freeze the new keys, and then, FMJ Bug. Until First Contact. When I hand over the block of ice.
I'm still OK with having a solo prostate orgasm, if I can, but the problem with having one of those is the context -- at a moment like now, I don't want to have an orgasm because I want to play with toys all night, and for the rest of the weekend. An orgasm would reduce the amount of fun I'm about to have. I enjoy butt play too much to let myself orgasm from it, that's why I've never crossed that river.
So, I'm stuck.
Assuming the FMJ ever shows up, LOL, I'll swap into it ASAP, perhaps trimming my pubes in the shower really quick, and then, my cock is gone. Sheathed inside the Full Metal Jacket, never to be seen again.
I always wanted to become NeverCumBoy, but my Sirs were not quite ready to go that far. So, with no Sir during Quarantine, I am now: NeverCumBoy.
33 days since orgasm. But what's the point of counting? There's no endpoint. I thought about going back to the Oracle after I swap into the FMJ, but, nope. I'm waiting for First Contact, when I get to touch a Sir, and then he can decide whether/when I cum. If ever.
No more games. And I'd better not cum while swapping cages. I'll have to thaw out these keys and then freeze the new keys, and then, FMJ Bug. Until First Contact. When I hand over the block of ice.
I'm still OK with having a solo prostate orgasm, if I can, but the problem with having one of those is the context -- at a moment like now, I don't want to have an orgasm because I want to play with toys all night, and for the rest of the weekend. An orgasm would reduce the amount of fun I'm about to have. I enjoy butt play too much to let myself orgasm from it, that's why I've never crossed that river.
So, I'm stuck.
Assuming the FMJ ever shows up, LOL, I'll swap into it ASAP, perhaps trimming my pubes in the shower really quick, and then, my cock is gone. Sheathed inside the Full Metal Jacket, never to be seen again.
I always wanted to become NeverCumBoy, but my Sirs were not quite ready to go that far. So, with no Sir during Quarantine, I am now: NeverCumBoy.