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m_d_hWas officially feeling lonely and Quarantine-fatigued, 56 days of cock-locked horniness feeding a trenchant desire to snuggle with an adult fella, but I sat with my emotions and I'm feeling a bit better. I remembered how I wrote that post about how I (and others) should reach out when I'm feeling lonely, but did I do that? Nope. But, I'm feeling I can do this for three more months. Sigh. It's not forever, not the end of the world, but some days I feel it.
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Remembering how when I went to Durham for Moogfest all by myself for three nights, I still had the apps to entertain me by dangling the possibility of hooking up with the local guys. I remember being flaked on down there, heh, and the Duke student who wanted to literally kick my locked balls because of his intense Daddy issues ... I passed, that sounded uniquely dangerous, to have my locked balls vigorously smashed between boot soles and 3-D printed nylon.
I mean, a touch of ball torture can be fun, but I think this guy had deeper issues.
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Teen Wolf continues with the serious shortage of shirts for their hot male lead actors :-)
I had a large lunch, has taken a while to digest. I think in a bit I'll venture out for more alcohol and then I'll have another toy evening. It felt great last night to have a healthy butt again, though I did take it easy. Maybe I can go wider and deeper tonight.
And I had a great night listening to music, like I haven't in a long time! And then fell asleep listening to an audiobook that I've already read, waking every so often, hearing more of the story wherever it was, and then falling asleep again, ... but it's a story about improbable love followed by heartbreak, so ... not so helpful with the lonely feeling. I'm gonna be so available for dates and hookups in a few months :-)
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Remembering how when I went to Durham for Moogfest all by myself for three nights, I still had the apps to entertain me by dangling the possibility of hooking up with the local guys. I remember being flaked on down there, heh, and the Duke student who wanted to literally kick my locked balls because of his intense Daddy issues ... I passed, that sounded uniquely dangerous, to have my locked balls vigorously smashed between boot soles and 3-D printed nylon.
I mean, a touch of ball torture can be fun, but I think this guy had deeper issues.
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Teen Wolf continues with the serious shortage of shirts for their hot male lead actors :-)
I had a large lunch, has taken a while to digest. I think in a bit I'll venture out for more alcohol and then I'll have another toy evening. It felt great last night to have a healthy butt again, though I did take it easy. Maybe I can go wider and deeper tonight.
And I had a great night listening to music, like I haven't in a long time! And then fell asleep listening to an audiobook that I've already read, waking every so often, hearing more of the story wherever it was, and then falling asleep again, ... but it's a story about improbable love followed by heartbreak, so ... not so helpful with the lonely feeling. I'm gonna be so available for dates and hookups in a few months :-)