transition anxiety

Having some of that transition anxiety today as I prepare to return to the house after two nights at the condo.  Dealing with it with a combo of -- muscle relaxer, moving slowly, playing duplicate bridge on my computer in between chores.  Gave up on returning to the house in time for lunch.

Part of the transition anxiety is work-related, I think I need to work when I get home to get caught up on stuff.  That's probably most of it -- still grumpy about how things went on Friday.  I probably spent more minutes feeling grumpy about work over the past 44 hours than feeling sad about K moving to Portland.  Which is probably a good thing?

I've got 33 minutes of meditation coming up later today.

Back to the condo tomorrow for Maids Day, I'll probably do a dance video workout while I'm here.  Then back to running and weight lifting on Tuesday.

My sister wants to visit on an upcoming weekend, I'll work that out with her later today.

I might see K again this week for a quick meal, but he's got a lot of packing to do, and they're planning on leaving Saturday.  I'll be OK if Friday night was our last date before they drive away.  I start playing the chastity deck game on Saturday -- it's been 14 days.

33 minutes

After I got back to the house and had lunch, I needed a nap.  Then got up for a snack, then wanted to nap more.  Didn't meditate until after dinner.  Thought I might not get around to it -- seems to be toughest on these weekend days when I get back to the house because all I want to do is nap after I stay up late with or without K at the condo.

T is in a good mood.  B's husband is making concrete plans to move out, that could change some of the logistics of my current life.



Definitely anxious about work, but I decided to leave the laptop off and deal with it tomorrow.  Also Maids Day tomorrow, so there will be the corralling of cats and tidying up, and then back to the condo for the day.

So sleepy, but I did take muscle relaxers to fight the anxiety, so ... zzzz.