16 October 2020

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For the President of the United States to say on national television that he knows "nothing" about QAnon is one of these things:

(1) A lie

(2) Willful ignorance

(3) Incompetence

Because as President and Commander-in-Chief he's receiving regular national security and FBI briefings on QAnon, because QAnon is considered a domestic terrorism threat.

He then revised his remarks to say he knows "little" about QAnon, with that "little" being that "they're against pedophilia".

As though they were merely a Concerned Parents church group or whatever.

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If you have the time to invest, a documentary by Adam Curtis called HyperNormalisation explains why Trump does what he does. It's not a Trump documentary, per se. It's a documentary about how modern propaganda works. If I were a teacher of 6th grade kids or above, I'd have them watch this as a way to prepare them for citizenship in the world of social media and fake news.

And if you have zero time to invest, here's the summary text from the link:

HyperNormalisation wades through the culmination of forces that have driven this culture into mass uncertainty, confusion, spectacle and simulation. Where events keep happening that seem crazy, inexplicable and out of control—from Donald Trump to Brexit, to the War in Syria, mass immigration, extreme disparity in wealth, and increasing bomb attacks in the West—this film shows a basis to not only why these chaotic events are happening, but also why we, as well as those in power, may not understand them. We have retreated into a simplified, and often completely fake version of the world. And because it is reflected all around us, ubiquitous, we accept it as normal. This epic narrative of how we got here spans over 40 years, with an extraordinary cast of characters—the Assad dynasty, Donald Trump, Henry Kissinger, Patti Smith, early performance artists in New York, President Putin, Japanese gangsters, suicide bombers, Colonel Gaddafi and the Internet. HyperNormalisation weaves these historical narratives back together to show how today’s fake and hollow world was created and is sustained. This shows that a new kind of resistance must be imagined and actioned, as well as an unprecedented reawakening in a time where it matters like never before.
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Sleep Wake failure in EFI

Failure code:: 0xffffffff 0x0000001f

Please IGNORE the below stackshot

================================================================
Date/Time: 2020-10-16 10:24:14 -0400
OS Version: ??? ??? (Build ???)
Architecture: x86_64
Report Version: 29

Data Source: Stackshots
Shared Cache: 0x6525000 CE107B37-1205-38C2-BF3F-4BE2A6EA3B5D

Event: Sleep Wake Failure
Duration: 0.00s
Steps: 1

Time Awake Since Boot: 35s



Process: swd [436]
Architecture: x86_64
Footprint: 396 KB
Start time: 2020-10-16 10:24:14 -0400
End time: 2020-10-16 10:24:14 -0400
Num samples: 1 (1)

Thread 0x8af 1 sample (1) priority 3 (base 4)

1 start + 1 (libdyld.dylib + 109769) [0x7fff6d6e3cc9] 1
1 ??? [0x105907454] 1
1 ??? [0x1059071dd] 1
1 __stack_snapshot_with_config + 10 (libsystem_kernel.dylib + 135862) [0x7fff6d8452b6] 1
*1 ??? [0xffffff80002c1206] 1
*1 ??? [0xffffff8000984be7] 1
*1 ??? [0xffffff800089d771] 1
*1 ??? [0xffffff80002e49e7] (running) 1

Binary Images:
0x7fff6d6c9000 - 0x7fff6d6fffff libdyld.dylib (750.6) <789A18C2-8AC7-3C88-813D-CD674376585D> /usr/lib/system/libdyld.dylib
0x7fff6d824000 - 0x7fff6d850fff libsystem_kernel.dylib (6153.141.2) /usr/lib/system/libsystem_kernel.dylib
Model: MacBookPro12,1, BootROM 192.0.0.0.0, 2 processors, Dual-Core Intel Core i5, 2.9 GHz, 16 GB, SMC 2.28f7
Graphics: kHW_IntelIris6100Item, Intel Iris Graphics 6100, spdisplays_builtin
Memory Module: BANK 0/DIMM0, 8 GB, DDR3, 1867 MHz, 0x02FE, 0x4544464232333241314D412D4A442D460000
Memory Module: BANK 1/DIMM0, 8 GB, DDR3, 1867 MHz, 0x02FE, 0x4544464232333241314D412D4A442D460000
AirPort: spairport_wireless_card_type_airport_extreme (0x14E4, 0x133), Broadcom BCM43xx 1.0 (7.77.111.1 AirPortDriverBrcmNIC-1615.2)
Bluetooth: Version 7.0.6f7, 3 services, 18 devices, 1 incoming serial ports
Network Service: Wi-Fi, AirPort, en0
Serial ATA Device: APPLE SSD SM1024G, 1 TB
USB Device: USB 3.0 Bus
USB Device: Bluetooth USB Host Controller
Thunderbolt Bus: MacBook Pro, Apple Inc., 27.1
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The idea was to work here today so I could pick up my backup laptop and if I had time, pop the hood on the dead laptop to see if I could remedy a loose plug or something.

When I got here, I tried starting the dead laptop again, and it started up just fine, except for showing me an error report -- the one I shared in the prior post.  It had a problem waking up after going to sleep, it said.  OK ... I'm glad it finally woke up three days later!

Otherwise I've been working -- I should be able to quit work a couple hours early, and then I'll spend the night.  I had a date night with T last night, and he's taking a class tonight and over the weekend, so my previous thought that I'd spend the weekend at the house with him is obsolete.  I may as well stay here tonight and maybe tomorrow night, because T will be preoccupied with something else anyway.  At least here I can play with toys and make noise, and I even have a working Xbox 360 here if I want to play games.  I'm slowly bringing over my Xbox 360 games library, because I don't use a 360 at the house anymore.

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Our maids have been furloughed for a while due to COVID-19 exposure ... so no help cleaning the house for a while ...

Cases are picking up again both locally and nationally.

My sister-in-law had invited us for Turkey Day, but I'm going to say no, because the latest CDC guidance says that people at high risk should celebrate the holidays within their own households this year.  I consider both T and myself to be high risk, although for different reasons.  But neither of us has ever been tested for COVID-19 infection or antibodies, for all we know we've already been exposed and are already immune, perhaps we were asymptomatic.  Who knows.  I'll let my sister-in-law know over the weekend.

I'm also delaying asking my fuckbuddies if they want to fill the empty slot on my dance card now that K is in Portland.  Not while local cases are on the rise.  A bunch of my coworkers have been sick lately, and I had a sore throat all week (it's gone, finally), so ... stuff is going around, whether it is COVID-19 or not, we're not isolating well enough around here right now.  It's time to pull back some more.

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B is wanting to spend more time with us again, as his husband's departure nears.  We'll see how this goes, after over a year of rarely seeing him.  He'd made noises about possibly moving in with us ... maybe if we'd spent more time with him over the past 14 months it would be an easier "yes", but for now we're saying "let's spend more time together and see."

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I should have a call with K this weekend!  I'll see when he's got time to spare.  Last I checked they were still unpacking.
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OK, quit work at 4pm, warming up for toy play!

12 days since an orgasm, been locked up, but haven't been horny this past week, felt too stressed.  Haven't even thought about drawing a card from the deck.  But now I'm finished with work, and starting to play with toys, so hopefully I'll remind myself how to feel like a horny locked boy :o)

Settling into the "not gonna see K for a while" mindset.  It was tougher right at the start than I expected, but, I'm OK.  And currently not rushing to replace his company with somebody else.  His moving away would always be a shock, I really didn't want it to happen until after Quarantine, but obviously I'm not in charge of his family's life.

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Trying to cut back on optional spending until I figure out how to help my sister.  I could replace most of next year's charitable contributions with a lump sum to her now, and that would be a wash for me.  Until the lack of a tax deduction the following spring hits me.  A hard stop on all optional spending could add up quickly in the short term.  The furlough of the maids for COVID-19 exposure, though not my idea, will save us some cash.

I'll figure out something to help her, just not sure I can send all $5K immediately.  Really bad timing.  We'll see.  I need some time.  If I hadn't just spent $16K it would've been simple, I'd already have sent the check.  Bad timing.  I need time to process big spending like that, time to review and alter my budget, time to discuss with T how he's going to pay his half.

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I think my sore throat was viral, given its duration and the lack of other symptoms, and the lack of other causes.  Which is strange!  But some of my coworkers have been sick lately -- one had the stomach flu, for example.  One thinks she caught the common cold from somebody she sat next to on a packed flight from LA to DC.  Stuff other than COVID-19 is still circulating, which means we aren't isolating enough to stop COVID-19 -- as the tracking statistics currently show.  I know T has occasionally seen people other than me, I've occasionally seen people other than him, T has gone into the office for classified meetings, I've gone shopping.  Together we visited another household for my birthday.  Even when masked, you can't really stay six feet away from everybody else all the time while shopping or walking along the sidewalk, and masks aren't perfect virus blockers.  And other people don't always wear masks or wear them correctly.

And the food that's delivered is prepared by other humans, who might be sick.

Thinking that my sore throat was viral, I'll try to be more careful.  But I was already being careful.  More careful than some, less careful than others.

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Porn, music, and toys for the rest of the night -- and I'm relieved I don't need to set aside time to pop the hood of my formerly "dead" laptop that was merely having trouble waking -- my own Sleeping Beauty, LOL.  The battery ran down while it was "dead", that's how I can confirm that it was truly asleep and having trouble waking, even though I did all those magic key combinations that are supposed to reset the damn thing, it just ignored all input and kept sleeping for three days.

I'd like to do that once in a while myself ;-)
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Friday was good.  I'm doing that Hiring Committee thing, where I try my best to shape the future of my organization.  It's the most important job, and I have it, and it's worth doing.  Damn it.

I get zero recognition, LOL.  It is it's own reward, as I look across the organization and I ... hired most of you ...

I'll do it again, I'll hire another amazing person.  That's what I do.
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I miss sucking cock and getting fucked.  OK?

I will suck cock again, LOL.

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I'd forgotten about my superpower.  Yeah, I can just calm down.  I'd forgotten that.  Even without meditation.

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