4/5 or more finished
20 April 2021 18:55![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
m_d_hI'd said there were five parts to this book of poetry and that I'd read no more than one part per day, but the fifth part is only six pages, I could finish this book so quickly tonight by reading two parts, but I set it down to finish tomorrow instead. The fourth part was far more painful than the preceding three, his grief was reaching the point of violent ideation.
Sometimes I feel anger related to grief, but I think I've learned not to expect the kind of love he was expecting from that/those guy/s.
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T has a class this evening. Beforehand, he helped me to make dinner, and he also cooked a simple meal of rice, butter, and turkey for Dax. Dax loved it loved it and wants more, the first meal of which he's wanted more in a while, but now we're holding back because he vomited his breakfast and we don't want to overdo it and then see him vomit again. So, I'm waiting until an hour has passed and then I'll give him another serving.
Dax wanted to go on a mid-day walk as has been our norm, he was excited about it, so I took him, but he was much slower than usual. He seemed to enjoy it the entire time, but I haven't seen him walk so slowly unless he was injured. Poor pup. I hope this antibiotic kills the UTI so he has one less problem bothering him.
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I think I'll have a beer and watch some "TV" this evening. So I ran this morning, but Thursday morning I'll be driving to York for P2 and I'll probably avoid vigorous exercise for at least a few days afterward, that leaves tomorrow for any other exercise this week, I'll have to decide in the morning whether to do yoga or weight lifting. I think the driving back and forth bothered my shoulders last time, so maybe skipping weight lifting would be a good idea this week. Stretching and yoga tomorrow. Then relax until after any side effects from P2 have passed.
Sometimes I feel anger related to grief, but I think I've learned not to expect the kind of love he was expecting from that/those guy/s.
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T has a class this evening. Beforehand, he helped me to make dinner, and he also cooked a simple meal of rice, butter, and turkey for Dax. Dax loved it loved it and wants more, the first meal of which he's wanted more in a while, but now we're holding back because he vomited his breakfast and we don't want to overdo it and then see him vomit again. So, I'm waiting until an hour has passed and then I'll give him another serving.
Dax wanted to go on a mid-day walk as has been our norm, he was excited about it, so I took him, but he was much slower than usual. He seemed to enjoy it the entire time, but I haven't seen him walk so slowly unless he was injured. Poor pup. I hope this antibiotic kills the UTI so he has one less problem bothering him.
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I think I'll have a beer and watch some "TV" this evening. So I ran this morning, but Thursday morning I'll be driving to York for P2 and I'll probably avoid vigorous exercise for at least a few days afterward, that leaves tomorrow for any other exercise this week, I'll have to decide in the morning whether to do yoga or weight lifting. I think the driving back and forth bothered my shoulders last time, so maybe skipping weight lifting would be a good idea this week. Stretching and yoga tomorrow. Then relax until after any side effects from P2 have passed.