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m_d_hStill in a busy/stressful work period. Today T left the house around 3:30pm to go see RBG downtown, but I couldn't take advantage of any Time to Self until 6:30pm because of work, and then he was to get back home by 8pm, so ... I had a short bit of toy time and then went out to the hot tub. Have not had an entire night to self at the house in so fucking long.
I'm scheduled to have one more overnight with K tomorrow before he moves away. I have figured his move will hit me hardest two or three weeks after he's gone -- that happens to coincide with T's vacation, and I'm hoping to take some time off so I can chill at the house by myself for days in a row. October is also the month, many years ago, when K moved out of the house.
I'll be OK.
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T said I could have two nights away this weekend, but he's been happier the past couple weekends when I took only one night away. But I've prioritized time with K and haven't had much Time to Self. I said to K, I can have Time to Self after you're gone. But I probably need Time to Self before he's gone. We'll see.
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My exercise routines are back on the slow upswing. Shoulder is OK, slowly increasing my weight lifting. Running is better with the cooler weather, slowly increasing my weekly mileage. And becoming more mindful of my calorie consumption, wanting to lose my Pandemic weight.
I think I'll go on a hike with Dax in the morning. Then I'll head to the condo and work from there until 3pm. Then maybe 48 hours away from the house. I do need a break. I do need both Time with K, and Time to Self.
I'm scheduled to have one more overnight with K tomorrow before he moves away. I have figured his move will hit me hardest two or three weeks after he's gone -- that happens to coincide with T's vacation, and I'm hoping to take some time off so I can chill at the house by myself for days in a row. October is also the month, many years ago, when K moved out of the house.
I'll be OK.
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T said I could have two nights away this weekend, but he's been happier the past couple weekends when I took only one night away. But I've prioritized time with K and haven't had much Time to Self. I said to K, I can have Time to Self after you're gone. But I probably need Time to Self before he's gone. We'll see.
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My exercise routines are back on the slow upswing. Shoulder is OK, slowly increasing my weight lifting. Running is better with the cooler weather, slowly increasing my weekly mileage. And becoming more mindful of my calorie consumption, wanting to lose my Pandemic weight.
I think I'll go on a hike with Dax in the morning. Then I'll head to the condo and work from there until 3pm. Then maybe 48 hours away from the house. I do need a break. I do need both Time with K, and Time to Self.