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The past few overnights I asked K to push in the #4 butt toy after I'd warmed up, and he did, very well -- I should write a novel or something about how he'd come over, and I'd be in a jock strap, watching porn, listening to music, playing with butt toys, and he'd sit on the sofa, and we'd talk for hours. He'd just hang out, while I watched porn, and played with butt toys, and talked with him.
For hours.
We'd talk for hours, while I played with butt toys. While my cock was locked up. And we grew into this situation over more than a decade, across continents.
Last weekend, we joked about -- I've got the condo, I just need to find a fella who would live here and allow me to come over one or two nights per week and play with butt toys in front of him. He could live here rent-free. Just allow me to come over,
Watch me, talk with me,
Bear witness to the life I've constructed, as he did,
I'm OK :-)
For hours.
We'd talk for hours, while I played with butt toys. While my cock was locked up. And we grew into this situation over more than a decade, across continents.
Last weekend, we joked about -- I've got the condo, I just need to find a fella who would live here and allow me to come over one or two nights per week and play with butt toys in front of him. He could live here rent-free. Just allow me to come over,
Watch me, talk with me,
Bear witness to the life I've constructed, as he did,
I'm OK :-)