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August 18, 2059

Matt was busy doing podcast stuff, so Tate invited Alex to join him in person for lunch.  Tate cooks well, and has reorganized the kitchen so he can find everything.  He asked Lisa for recipe suggestions, based on what ingredients were available, and what Alex likes to eat.  Lisa helps him when he can't find or identify something.  It's also part of the living-together rules Matt & Tate worked out, that Tate needs to cook at least one meal per day, and do some other chores.

As they dug into their meal -- caesar salad with chicken breast -- Alex asked whether Tate was feeling any better than yesterday.

"No!  You always pretend like you don't know everything that goes on here."  Tate pouted.

"No?  I thought you guys talked it out."

"Whatever."

Alex was enjoying his food, took a minute to savor it, "Thanks for cooking, this is great."

"You're welcome."

"So, did you like doing a 'top-secret' assignment?  Would you do another one?  Do you want to become one of Chris's 'Bond girls'?"

"It was fun, but it was also horrible.  And I'm still not sure what really happened.  And what's a 'Bond girl'?"

"That sounds like a good assignment then, better than picking up a dead drop from a public park at 2am every night, or doing surveillance on a boring dude all week.  A 'Bond girl' means one of the secret agent gals who seduced James Bond in the '007' movies."

"I never liked those movies.  I dunno, I don't think I'd be any good at seducing people who I don't like."  Tate didn't think he was much of a seducer at all.  He'd only had sex with two people, both of whom he'd met through Chris, both of whom had experienced extreme social isolation due to crazy technological problems with their brains/implants when he jumped into their lives.  It looked like he had a thing for lonely, broken guys.  Maybe because he felt like a lonely, broken guy too.

Alex pointed out, "The Bond girls always liked James Bond.  Anyway.  There are people who make a career of having sex with spies.  I think you'd be good at it."

Tate stuck his tongue out and made a sound like "phblphblech".

"And it pays well.  And you probably don't even need to fix your eyes to do that job."

"phblphblech, phblphblech, but I have decided to fix my eyes, but first I have to visit Mom and bail her out, because I remembered they don't let people with implants into her jail building for security reasons."

"Ah, good call."

They ate some more, quietly, then Tate asked, "How did you get into security as a career?"

"Hmmm," Alex had to think about the why, more than the how.  "Well, what you're good at in school, your temperament, and whether the on-campus interviewers from the security companies think you're full of shit.  Needing the money.  And liking the people you work for.  I guess by temperament I mean you have to be assertive and enjoy paying attention to details.  Security is not something you do half-way."

Tate didn't respond immediately, taking some time to eat.

Alex decided to change the subject, and prepared for the reaction, "I want you to know something.  When you first arrived here I ordered Matt to be monogamous with you for as long as you want him to be, even if that meant the rest of his life.  This order did not and does not depend on you being monogamous with him.  And Matt will follow this order until you release him from it."

Tate didn't respond immediately.  Which surprised Alex.  This kid was not 100% predictable.

"Why does Matt follow your orders?" asked Tate, sounding genuinely curious.

"Man, I'm not a psychiatrist!  It's how we roll.  I'm his Sir, he's my boy, and he follows my rules.  He needs to follow somebody's rules.  He follows mine.  He'd probably follow yours also, if you were into that kind of thing."

"What if I told you to stop giving him orders, because he's my boyfriend now."

Damn!

Alex considered his words carefully.  "If that's what both of you wanted.  My arrangement with Matt is consensual.  He's allowed to break up with me.  Hell, he's allowed to fire me.  But watch out for the severance payment, my contract is tight."

"I was just asking!  I don't want to get rid of you, Alex!  This is my first relationship, I'm still learning how these things work, and I'm afraid I fucked it up already.  You know Matt way better than I do, you guys have 'systems' or whatever.  I think he's going to dump me for ... Ugh."  Tate threw his silverware to the side and was about to cry.

"No, he's not.  I think Matt was much more worried that you were in danger, than you were having sex with somebody else.  Were you in danger?"

"I don't know.  Maybe.  Probably?  But everything seemed pretty well locked down."

"I'm sure Chris locked down as much as possible.  He's the best."

"No, he's not.  But he's pretty darn good.  I think we were just lucky."
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August 17, 2059

When Tate woke, he could barely remember any of the trip home, or going upstairs to bed, or taking off his clothes, but here he was back in Matt's master bedroom, naked, covered by the blankets, and Matt wasn't here.  Fuck!

"Lisa, where's Matt?"

"Matt is in the podcast studio, Tate.  Should I call him for you?"

Lisa is Tate's nickname for the house computer.

"No, thanks."

Tate got up to pee, but it was difficult at first, because of his raging hard-on.  Oh, no, the cum drugs and the viagra hadn't totally worn off yet.  He's probably got another cup of semen ready to bang out.  How was he going to explain that to Matt?

So, instead of explaining anything, he got in the shower, and jerked off, sending those billions of sperm cells down the drain.  He'd send Chris a text asking when this shit wears off.

Toweled off, crawled back in bed, not ready to face a single corner of the world.  He hadn't checked emails, hadn't checked his YouTube poll, nothin'.

And then he started to cry.  Sobbing.

"Tate, are you OK?"  It was Alex, Matt's chief of security, and ex-boyfriend, or something.  He always listened to everything going on in the house, and periodically snooped through Matt's memories.  It was his job, but he also loved Matt, and seemed to approve of Tate.

"Go away!" Tate yelled through his sobs.

"OK," Alex replied, but Tate knew Alex would be watching him more carefully now.  Shit.  Tate has never lived alone, but suddenly he wonders whether he should.  But he's too young.  It's here with Matt, or back with Chris.  Or -- well, now he had the cash to bust Ma out of jail.  Legally, by paying her bail.  If she'd let him, she'd been stubborn about it with Chris.  But Tate had earned this money himself!

Yeah, by having tons of sex, and sort of falling in love, and then breaking a man's heart as he "died".

And this enormo-cum was insane.  Feeding Marco his enormo-cum for days, sucked off five or six times per day, crazy.

Poor Marco.

But Tate had cheated on Matt, and at first it had felt natural, like the right thing to do, but then ...

How can you both regret something and not regret it at the same time?  It might have all made more sense if Marco had truly died.  But Marco was still alive.  But Marco was no longer the same person he'd slept with for a week.  That version of Marco had been an artificial personality, or a partial personality, a man without memory.  Marco didn't even know, couldn't know, whether he'd been cheating also.

"Alex?"

"Yeah, kid?"

"Can I have some of those sedatives that I'm always handing out when I'm working for Chris?"

"Maybe.  Would have to clear it with Chris.  You're not old enough, and you know that."

"OK, please ask Chris.  I need some time off from everything after this past week.  He'll understand."

"Got it," Alex replied.

Ugh!  Why do people have to fall in love, why can't they just fuck each other for fun.  It was fun, but it was also horribly sad.  Tate felt sort of emotionally abused by the entire situation.  But he freely chose to have all that sex.  Ugh!  Matt was going to kill him.  But he wasn't supposed to tell Matt either.  UGH!

"Chris said you should take a couple Benadryl from the bathroom cabinet."

Ugh, "OK!" Tate got up to do that.  Went back to bed.  Meanwhile Alex suggested to Matt that, maybe in about 30 minutes, he should check on Tate.  But not for 30 minutes.  Let the kid get sleepy again first.

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