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Lifted weights this morning, was pretty darn hungry afterward.  Been working today of course but it's been another light day, now I'm catching up on the stuff that came in this week.  The workflow is always sort of random, either too much or I'm catching up.  I'll probably take tomorrow afternoon off, and I'm thinking I'll drive to the condo in the morning, do a video workout there, have my two work meetings, and then relax by myself until the morning.

Took Dax to the playground in the snow, now he's snoring next to me.

Returning to the house on Saturday, and then T was thinking of spending TWO nights away at B's apartment, returning on Monday for our scheduled discussion about our money situation (Monday is a federal holiday).

If I get that much Time to Self I'll almost certainly spend part of it pounding on the keyboard and learning about my DAWs.

Will probably watch one episode of Euphoria each sober evening until I'm caught up -- there's nine more episodes.

My turn to cook this evening.

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Once again I took a short porn break after I meditated, continued watching the same video from yesterday as I played with my nipples and imagined having real intimacy with another fella.  Case counts have been coming down but they're still way higher than last summer when I was more willing to schedule time with individual people outside of our bubble -- back when K was about to move away I thought that of course I'd substitute in some other guy as my intimacy outlet, but then after he did move away case counts were rising and kept rising and kept rising until about a month ago, and they're still too damn high.  If I'm not willing to get a haircut, I'm not willing to hookup with somebody either.  I remember how T caught something from his yoga retreat buddies even though they were trying to social distance.

When the FMJ arrives and I swap into it, I'll have an opportunity to trim my pubes first and I could be sorely tempted to have a free willy orgasm before I lock back up.  If I do that, I've got the financial penalty to pay.  I cannot control my future self but right now I hope my future self stands firm and waits until I can play with another fella, let him be the guy who gives me permission and brings me off for the first time in months.  But my balls spent a billion years evolving to produce that next batch of sperm, it gets ever more frustrating to keep them from shooting out, that's a lot of evolutionary pressure to stand against indefinitely.

Or, I could finally give myself a prostate orgasm.  But that's a bigger production than playing with my nipples for a few minutes each day.

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