26 November 2020

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September 4, 2059

Tate was on his way back from his first block of four 12-hour shifts working for Marco, helping Alessio to develop into his own adolescence as an organic personality in a cloned adult body.

He'd heard, of course, that android Luke had been summarily recalled by Marco's company, along with all the other sex androids of that experimental model.  Again, NOTHING EVER GOES AS TATE PLANS.  So Matt didn't spend four days and three nights at the mercy of Sir Luke as Tate had expected.  Yeah, beta testing.

On his way home he called Matt, he'd just been too busy and too tired to speak with Matt earlier in the week, although they'd texted a few times each day.  He's still too tired, but the car ride will take a while, may as well catch up with his boyfriend.  Matt sounded sad about Luke's recall, and about missing Tate.  Matt said tomorrow, after Tate was well rested, and after breakfast, he'd like to have a relationship status chat, because so much had happened recently.  Tate agreed, that would be a good idea.

Tate thought about how taking care of a brain-wiped adult body was much more physically demanding than taking care of a baby.  Babies don't weigh 180 pounds.  When babies make a mess of their breakfast, there's not as much breakfast to make a mess of, and babies cannot throw it as far.  Tate heard from others on the team how the worst will be when Alessio has learned to walk, they'll have to keep him securely locked within a special safety wing of the complex for a while.  But it was just the first week, Alessio was the equivalent of a one-month-old baby.  He'd develop at roughly 4x the rate of a gestational baby, although various development stages would occur either faster or slower than this 4x rate.

OK, Tate's going to nap for the rest of the car ride.  See you soon.

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This is what seat belts are for, as Tate's car wakes him with a hard slam on its brakes and a loud thump.  He hears the car automatically calling 911, and the sound of air bags deflating, having completed their job.  WTF.

He's fine, he thinks.  He's all in one piece.  Not bleeding as far as he can tell.  The car is warning him not to exit the vehicle, as there is high-speed traffic nearby, "Your safest place is to remain seated with your seat belts fastened."

But where's his phone?  Not sitting next to him anymore.  Ugh.  He can use the car's phone to call Matt, which he does.

Matt goes into panic mode, having barely lived through a car accident of his own, and says he and Alex are on their way in another car to pick him up, says the local rescue team should get there first.

"I'm fine," Tate assured him. "I might have bruises from where the seat belts grabbed me, but I'm fine."

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The car had hit a deer.  On their way back, Tate snuggled into Matt's side and they held hands.

Matt was more upset than Tate was, Tate was ready to resume his nap.  Tate felt like the car's safety systems had worked, he's OK, he's even more exhausted now.  But Matt's been triggered.

Matt suggested, "We should have your memories backed up every three months, just in case."

Tate thought he was too sleepy to make this decision, and replied, "Not everybody is as excited to keep all their memories as you are."  But then he thought of Ma, and yeah, maybe he should sign up for memory backups, if Matt is paying the bill.  Ma would be devastated if he didn't remember her anymore.  But he'd heard the backup process takes all day when you don't have brain implants.

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A quick nonsexual shower together at the house, where Tate got to feel Matt's bruised butt, a protein shake bedtime snack, then Tate wanted snuggles instead of foot rubs, so he fell asleep spooning with Matt while Matt continued to fume about what he considered "a close call, you could've died".  But he can't forbid Tate from ever leaving the house.  He wishes Tate had followed through with getting his vision fixed, the implants would have made it easier to backup his memories regularly.

Cars became steadily safer as AIs took over the driving task -- safer than human drivers ever were.  But shit still happens.  Human drivers are still legal, though most accidents involve human drivers.  And even an AI driver cannot avoid every obstacle while traveling at highway speeds.

A couple days ago, Matt had asked Alex whether they could back up Luke's memories before the company team showed up to retrieve him.  He'd worried that the connection he'd made with Luke would be completely erased by the recall fix, or that they'd send back a different unit.

"They already do continuous remote backups," Alex told him.

"But can't we do our own?  They might wipe him!"

"They'll probably just upgrade his software, while leaving his save files alone.  It depends on what the fix is." Alex had said while unlocking Matt's ankles from the sling.  "If they have to change how the save files are organized to fix the problem, then making our own backup won't help."

Matt had worried, already, about losing Luke, when Luke probably isn't even sentient, and now he was triggered about losing Tate.  Fucking cars!

Tate had intuited that Matt needed somebody who was around all the time, until he truly recovered from the trauma of that botched storage tank back in June, and getting Luke was a good idea for this purpose, but now we know Luke may not be around all the time either.

Yeah, we need a dog, Matt thought.  Well, I need a dog.  But with Tate they'd qualify for a trained service dog.  Maybe two dogs, a service dog and a puppy.  He thought about his conversation with Luke, when he'd sorta called Tate a 'sex puppy'.  Of course he won't have sex with the dogs!  But maybe Matt does need the combination of a sex android and a puppy.  A larger family.

Is this what he wants now, needs now, a family?  He's got Alex, his "Chief of Security", ex(?) boyfriend, and sort of all-around caretaker.  He's got Tate, his default bed partner, boyfriend, and Sir.  He'll have Alex or a similar replacement unit.  Maybe when Talon gets out of prison he can live here.  Matt thinks of Talon as a "he" even though Tate thinks of Talon as "she".  How confusing for a kid when his mother switches genders on him.  Anyway.  Today's kids probably aren't confused by gender fluidity.  They've grown up with it: take a pill and in the morning you've got breasts.  Or a cock.  Or both.  Take a different pill next week and switch back, like Alex does a few times per year.

But Matt's got this old-fashioned attachment to masculinity.  We'll have to get female dogs, to diversity this place.  With frankly feminine names.

He wants a family.

And then he realizes he has a family.  Heh, as Luke said, when you're privileged you just change your framework of description to match your desires.  Matt whispers to himself, not quite out loud, "Tate's not my sex puppy.  Maybe he's not my family either.  But I want a family.  I think tomorrow, I'll ask him ... if he'll marry me."  And then he holds Tate like he'll never let him go, as Tate snores softly into his pillow.

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And that's the end of this story cycle, I'm done with NaNoWriMo.  Happy Thanksgiving to all my US peeps!
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I'm not usually this horny this soon!  It must be all the Reddit boys.  There's so many of them.  My underwear were wet with precum yesterday from all their pics, videos, and words, and my own fantasies about them.

And I drew another card already on Day 3, what was that!  Didn't draw one yesterday.  I don't want to draw again until the next time I'm heading home from the condo, maybe Sunday.  Because I want to remain horniest for my next toy time, maybe Friday-Saturday.  But even if I drew a card today, most likely I wouldn't be allowed my next orgasm until January 12.  Could be sooner, or much later.

But these Reddit boys.  If my Cum Deck is unforgiving, this is going to be a crazy winter.  I may break all horniness records.  I may finally burn the Cum Deck and toss my cage into Sligo Creek and cum cum cum in an uncontrollable frenzy while filming from five angles simultaneously, capturing my pleasure explosion on a Matrix-like spiral of bullet time.

These boys give me hope for After the Vaccine that I'll have a harem of hot repeat visitors again.  And maybe this time I'll be more forgiving, more patient, with how their moods and interest levels cycle.

Even Matt from Reddit popped up again yesterday, after being mostly quiet since Friday night.  I'll figure out his chat rhythm, and what he likes to talk about, and how quickly he likes to open up.  I think he wants to stay in touch and keep sharing pics and vids, but feels like he opened up too quickly at first.  Which is cool, not like we're boyfriends or anything, I'm just trying to mirror his own interest level while getting to know him better over time.  He asked me whether I'd connected with some other Reddit boys, now that he's broken me in with kik, and I said yes.  He's my Reddit Sire.

Four days off from work!  Hopefully two nights at condo!  Yay!
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Thanksgiving Day -- it'll just be me and T this year.  He tried to invite another household, and then a different another household, but folks weren't interested.  Which is totally fine with me, under the circumstances, because cases are spiking locally as well as nationally, and deaths are back over 2000/day.  I'd rather T and I don't become statistics.  But long ago T had ordered enough food for six people in anticipation of having a few other folks over, so we've got A LOT OF FOOD.  T prepared some of it yesterday, he'll prepare the rest this afternoon, we'll eat around 6pm, and will continue eating until I die from becoming fat.

After lunch my job is to go get wine.

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I do not know my word count for NaNoWriMo yet, but I went ahead and ended the story now rather than trying to squeeze in one more plot point between now and Monday night.  I will probably write about these characters again someday, but I want to switch over to creating music for a while.  I'll spend some time over the long weekend pulling all my various LJ fiction posts into a big Word document that contains the two "prequels" and this month's "novel".  Then I'll share it with anybody who wants to read it.

I enjoyed it!  That's what counts.  It reminds me of the creative writing I did in school -- in the way that I enjoyed doing it.

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This morning I took the financial information that T has provided to me and I looked over the past year's worth of joint expenses and I created a budget for 2021.  How many dollars for T to catch up, and then how many dollars per month, on average, to keep current.  Then we'll do quarterly reconciliations to divvy up any over/under spending.

After I plugged all of this into my own personal budget for next year, I saw that I've drastically underestimated my own cash flow -- I'll have a bunch more cash than I thought, once T catches up, assuming we stay caught up.  The basement fix was more affordable than I thought, if we keep current on all the other joint bills

This is perfect because I want to buy some more butt toys at Black Friday discounts tomorrow!  And now I don't feel too poor to do so!

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I cannot describe how HOT this Mark from Reddit is (not Matt, Mark).  So many things about how he looks and how he chats with me push my buttons.  He could be an amateur porn star if he wanted (for all I know he is a porn star but isn't going there with me, using a private account instead of his public account).  He's smart, well-mannered, into most of the kinks I'm into, and we're matching each other on pace and disclosure.  So many fellas skip the pleasantries when they chat with strangers, no "hi" or "later", no explanations for ending the chat in mid-paragraph or not responding for days, no willingness to talk about what's happening in the rest of their lives, often no face pics, no mention of family or boyfriends or job.

Mark just sounds like a normal guy to me.  Which means he's not normal, because I'm not normal, but you know what I mean.  And he's just so fucking HOT and sexy (naked) and handsome (clothed) I can barely handle it, man.  I hope I have caged wet dreams about him :o)

He lives in Canada, so no way to see him in person until After the Vaccine.  But I've enjoyed trading pics, videos, and chat with him so far.  Of course most of the Reddit fellas live far away.  That's kind of the point -- I need to avoid hitting things off with the local fellas via Recon or Grindr until I'm willing to actually meet them.

And for the past 16 years I've mostly avoided hitting things off with the long-distance fellas, because I want to actually meet them.  But I became too socially isolated during Quarantine.  My friend Steve helped me to break the online ice by playing some board games with me via FaceTime.  Then Matt from Reddit got me to download kik.  Now the deluge of kik-wielding hot boys who are into daddies.

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Before Quarantine, my sex life was mainly a keyholder partnership between Sirs Zero and Ben, with an occasional hookup or repeat visitor on the side.

During Quarantine, my sex life was all Sir Zero, until he moved away last month :-(

Now my sex life is the Cum Deck, my Time to Self, and my growing collection of Reddit boys.

After Quarantine, I'm not sure I'll just go back to Sir Ben as the Dude in Charge of Bug, although I have no reason to ghost or discard Sir Ben, I'd be happy to play with him, I miss him, I like him a lot.  But maybe the next phase of my sex life won't be about either Sir Zero or Sir Ben controlling access to my cock.  Maybe I'll work out a new set of rules, maybe some other guy will become my primary sexual/romantic partner, maybe I'll be happy single and uncollared as I amass a crowd of local friends-with-benefits.  I don't know.  But I don't think I'll just return to where I left off in mid-March 2020.

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If I stick with the Cum Deck until After the Vaccine, and keep playing around online with HOT Reddit boys, it's bound to eventually drive me fucking crazy.  I designed the Advanced Rules to be challenging ... ... ... and so far they've been easier than they should be; on average I shouldn't have drawn two cum cards already.  It means the rest of the deck will likely be about 3x tougher than what I've experienced so far.  Eeek.  Help!
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For the first time in forever
There'll be magic, there'll be fun
For the first time in forever
I could be noticed by someone

And I know it is totally crazy
To dream I'd find romance
But for the first time in forever
At least I've got a chance

Don't let them in, don't let them see
Be the good girl you always have to be
Conceal, don't feel, put on a show
Make one wrong move and everyone will know

But it's only for today
It's only for today
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T did a great job, an excellent six-course meal.  I ate a polite portion of each dish, but took seconds of the corn bread nom nom nom, that was the best nom nom nom.  Well, except for the dessert, that was the best.  I'm never much of a Turkey Day eater -- I try to eat just a bit of each thing, and especially now with my GERD, can't be overstuffing my tummy or I'll have issues for the next couple days.

And eating turkey should be outlawed, because the turkey is always the worst dish on the table.  But for some reason we all have to eat fucking turkey on Turkey Day.  Sigh.  I'd suggested ham instead, back when he was planning the meal, but he insisted that ham was not a Thanksgiving option.

T is pleased with himself, in a good mood.  Holidays mean a lot more to him than they do to me, I just like having generic days off from work, for whatever reason.

We watched the latest Star Trek: Discovery episode in between dinner and dessert.  And this third season continues to outperform, some of the best Star Trek I've ever seen, if you're into Star Trek.  One reviewer calls this third season "improbably deep" and I only disagree because I've felt the series started out improbably deep, now it is improbably deeper.

I must stay awake until 10pm so I can do my Black Friday shopping at Topped Toys (and because of my GERD).  Then sleep!  Then I hope to have a couple nights at the condo.  At least one night, I'll negotiate with T about a second night.

I promised Matt from Reddit some new kinky content to come over the weekend.  I typically take pics or videos of myself while playing on my own, and share them with various friends -- especially with Sir Ben, but I have other victims.  Now I've got a new fella to share with.  He made a couple requests :-)

I think I'll miss writing my story.  But I immediately switched to reading a fiction novel, and I really do want to get back into making music.  If I do have a two-night stay at the condo, I can start working on the music project.  I've already outlined the themes I want to explore.  But I won't be able to squeeze in working on music in the middle of the night like I squeezed in working on my story.

I'm curious about doing more one-off short stories ...

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