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m_d_hK has left the condo. I had a slice of leftover pizza for lunch; I need to get supplies for the rest of the day/night after I type this.
I usually enjoy having a night to myself. This time it feels a bit off because of the relationship problem I'm having. Part of me wants to go spend time with the person who is angry with me, to smooth things over. But he doesn't seem to want that? I'd offered to go back to the house today, he told me to stay here until Sunday. And he's currently not looking at his texts either. Looks like we need a "cooling off" period.
So, I'll cool off! OK. I may watch a movie or some TV, before switching to playing with toys later.
Right now I have some porn playing on the big TV as a screensaver. K told me last night that I've normalized this for him, that for most people, porn is something you watch for 10 minutes until you get your rocks off. For me, because I'm a chastity sub, I can't get my rocks off, my rocks are locked up LOL. So I use porn as background.
Back before Quarantine when I was able to host guys here for sex, they usually appreciated having the porn as background. One time, my visitor used the porn video as inspiration, and put me through the same BDSM torment as the guy on screen. That was super hot :-)
OK, cooling off, a break from T, pets, and household chores. Time to self. Maybe time to contemplate the next step in my path toward Green Communism.
I usually enjoy having a night to myself. This time it feels a bit off because of the relationship problem I'm having. Part of me wants to go spend time with the person who is angry with me, to smooth things over. But he doesn't seem to want that? I'd offered to go back to the house today, he told me to stay here until Sunday. And he's currently not looking at his texts either. Looks like we need a "cooling off" period.
So, I'll cool off! OK. I may watch a movie or some TV, before switching to playing with toys later.
Right now I have some porn playing on the big TV as a screensaver. K told me last night that I've normalized this for him, that for most people, porn is something you watch for 10 minutes until you get your rocks off. For me, because I'm a chastity sub, I can't get my rocks off, my rocks are locked up LOL. So I use porn as background.
Back before Quarantine when I was able to host guys here for sex, they usually appreciated having the porn as background. One time, my visitor used the porn video as inspiration, and put me through the same BDSM torment as the guy on screen. That was super hot :-)
OK, cooling off, a break from T, pets, and household chores. Time to self. Maybe time to contemplate the next step in my path toward Green Communism.