calm

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enough time to self to reach a place of calm, like a still Wisconsin lake, formed by the retreat of long-past glaciers ... I hope it lasts through tomorrow ... why can't the calm last forever, LOL, no, that's why I keep them muscle relaxers around, heh, may need them tomorrow ...

I should talk to family and friends on the phone more often ... talking to Ben was so darn comforting, which is why I asked for it

hey, I can ask for what I need?  and sometimes the universe will then give it to me, but not always,