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idealism is hell
1 March 2024 21:26You
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Now
but I love how you love me
no safe!?!
23 January 2021 09:52Everything about this Lock Him Up project has gone awry so far. Now the safe that was supposed to arrive by 8am this morning is "running late" with no estimate for delivery time. I'm told I may cancel for a refund.
Well, I could freeze the keys inside a block of ice in the freezer ... how about I do that?
OK, I got a small tupperware container, a size that would store half a tomato. I took the keys and wrapped them very loosely in about half a square foot of aluminum foil and placed the foil in the container. I filled the container almost all the way with water, enough to cover and penetrate the folds of aluminum foil. Covered the container, put it in the freezer!
Should be frozen in about an hour :-)
I could keep the keys this way indefinitely. But if I do, I'll put the container inside a small paper bag and label the bag so T doesn't casually throw it out while cleaning out the freezer two years from now, heh.
So, now I've canceled the safe!
Well, I could freeze the keys inside a block of ice in the freezer ... how about I do that?
OK, I got a small tupperware container, a size that would store half a tomato. I took the keys and wrapped them very loosely in about half a square foot of aluminum foil and placed the foil in the container. I filled the container almost all the way with water, enough to cover and penetrate the folds of aluminum foil. Covered the container, put it in the freezer!
Should be frozen in about an hour :-)
I could keep the keys this way indefinitely. But if I do, I'll put the container inside a small paper bag and label the bag so T doesn't casually throw it out while cleaning out the freezer two years from now, heh.
So, now I've canceled the safe!
Pubes trimmed, box edge sanded smoother, now it is a question of when today do I lock up and throw away the keys :-) I told Greg I would toss them into the Dupont Circle fountain, heh. So dramatic, Bug.
Spend these last few hours with your hairless free willy, Bug, and then you won't be seeing it for a long time.
Or, there will be awful chafing three days from now and this will have been a marvelously charitable $$$ folly, LOL. There's a painless red patch on my cockhead's skin already today ... but my skin will toughen up there, it has in the past.
One time when I released my cock after a long lockup, and then spent the next couple of days masturbating, an entire layer of skin peeled off my cock -- as though it had been sunburned, as though it were a shedding snake. The skin adapts to being locked up, and then has to adapt back to being free.
I really don't know how long this lockup will last. But I've set the rules for the game, and it is time to play. But not yet, I've got a free willy until ... midnight?
Spend these last few hours with your hairless free willy, Bug, and then you won't be seeing it for a long time.
Or, there will be awful chafing three days from now and this will have been a marvelously charitable $$$ folly, LOL. There's a painless red patch on my cockhead's skin already today ... but my skin will toughen up there, it has in the past.
One time when I released my cock after a long lockup, and then spent the next couple of days masturbating, an entire layer of skin peeled off my cock -- as though it had been sunburned, as though it were a shedding snake. The skin adapts to being locked up, and then has to adapt back to being free.
I really don't know how long this lockup will last. But I've set the rules for the game, and it is time to play. But not yet, I've got a free willy until ... midnight?
Yeah, the Republic is melting around me, I'm socially isolated, and I may have caught COVID from the chatty beer/wine clerk this afternoon, but I'm having a lot of fun. Best combo of butt toys, intoxicons, porn, and headspace, ever. I've got many hours to go before I sleep, and then another night here probably. Heh, how many days until I cut this thing off? It isn't even my favorite cage, or the most utilitarian, I'm just FUCK YOU, BUG, THIS IS IT. Gotta be my own fucking Sir until After the Vaccine. Gotta forgive myself for my previous failures, and then ... here's your next situation, Bug. You get a bit of time tomorrow to trim pubes and touch/electrify? your cock, but then, this Black Box, which, we describe it that way because it is the ...
your cock is locked up, man, you can't see it, you can't touch it, it's gone, you don't have a cock anymore, except that you want to cum so bad from that cock you can't see, will never see, it's a black hole where your cock was,
and will never see,
because you threw away the keys,
yeah, that's Bug 2021, lock him up and throw away the keys,
your cock is locked up, man, you can't see it, you can't touch it, it's gone, you don't have a cock anymore, except that you want to cum so bad from that cock you can't see, will never see, it's a black hole where your cock was,
and will never see,
because you threw away the keys,
yeah, that's Bug 2021, lock him up and throw away the keys,
Black Box Protocols
15 January 2021 16:53Here we go, I'm going to throw away the keys to my Black Box. I will only be able to escape by destroying the device. It's OK, I can buy a new one for $20, it's a mass production item.
First, tomorrow I'm going to unlock and trim my pubes, as I won't be able to trim them as effectively again until I destroy the Black Box.
Second, tomorrow while unlocked I'm going to sand down one of the edges of the Black Box, it's not quite a sharp edge but I want to make it a little blunter where the tube opening meets my pelvic skin, it's causing a red mark. It's intended to be an "anti-escape" feature but it's causing a red mark.
Third, I might want to play with my electricity toys before locking back up. Might, we'll see. I'm not going to have an orgasm while unlocked either way.
Then, I will lock back up and throw away the keys. I'll have to head outside and toss them into the alley dumpster, LOL.
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As it is possible to have an orgasm while locked, if I do have an orgasm while locked without the permission of an in-person Sir, I will donate 1d6 x $50 to charity (up to $300). Someday when I cut open the device to get free, I will donate 1d6 x $150 to charity (up to $900). I will roll the dice after the triggering event, so that I won't know the exact penalty until afterward.
If I cum from nipple play or ass play without touching my cock ... should that be allowed or penalized? I've never cum from ass play, so that's a freebie, that's a goal. If I cum from nipple play without permission that's still 1d6 x $25 to charity (up to $150) -- half price, LOL, because I have to be pretty darn horny to cum from nipple play and having an orgasm that way doesn't give me any relief from feeling horny afterward.
It's got to be additional money to charity, not part of the money I'm already giving each month.
If there's some health-related or other nonsexual reason I have to remove the cage, too bad, I still have to pay. There's no free escape. The only free orgasm is if I have an ass play orgasm, something I've never had. If I can train myself to cum from getting fucked, then my transformation into an ass play chastity sub is complete, heh.
Tomorrow! Meanwhile, tonight I'm locked and playing with toys at the condo :-)
First, tomorrow I'm going to unlock and trim my pubes, as I won't be able to trim them as effectively again until I destroy the Black Box.
Second, tomorrow while unlocked I'm going to sand down one of the edges of the Black Box, it's not quite a sharp edge but I want to make it a little blunter where the tube opening meets my pelvic skin, it's causing a red mark. It's intended to be an "anti-escape" feature but it's causing a red mark.
Third, I might want to play with my electricity toys before locking back up. Might, we'll see. I'm not going to have an orgasm while unlocked either way.
Then, I will lock back up and throw away the keys. I'll have to head outside and toss them into the alley dumpster, LOL.
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As it is possible to have an orgasm while locked, if I do have an orgasm while locked without the permission of an in-person Sir, I will donate 1d6 x $50 to charity (up to $300). Someday when I cut open the device to get free, I will donate 1d6 x $150 to charity (up to $900). I will roll the dice after the triggering event, so that I won't know the exact penalty until afterward.
If I cum from nipple play or ass play without touching my cock ... should that be allowed or penalized? I've never cum from ass play, so that's a freebie, that's a goal. If I cum from nipple play without permission that's still 1d6 x $25 to charity (up to $150) -- half price, LOL, because I have to be pretty darn horny to cum from nipple play and having an orgasm that way doesn't give me any relief from feeling horny afterward.
It's got to be additional money to charity, not part of the money I'm already giving each month.
If there's some health-related or other nonsexual reason I have to remove the cage, too bad, I still have to pay. There's no free escape. The only free orgasm is if I have an ass play orgasm, something I've never had. If I can train myself to cum from getting fucked, then my transformation into an ass play chastity sub is complete, heh.
Tomorrow! Meanwhile, tonight I'm locked and playing with toys at the condo :-)
If I'm going to throw away the key, first I want to unlock and trim my pubes. So I'm charging up my trimmer.
Haven't decided my weekend plans yet, but I'm leaning toward quitting early and heading to the condo. We'll see.
Haven't decided my weekend plans yet, but I'm leaning toward quitting early and heading to the condo. We'll see.
