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lover's spit
8 February 2025 18:17personally, as I have asthma, I feel we should permanently adopt masking and distancing, but the rest of the world is like NO I WANT TO SPIT IN FACES AND GET SICK
I love you, which means I won't put up with your bullshit, I'll just say it is bullshit, and we'll move on,
I'm not upset, I'm just enforcing a boundary, nothing personal, except this is the most personal you've ever, I'm not saying it is bullshit so I can dump your ass, I'm saying it is bullshit so I can love your ass,
a combo that is not always on display, when we're cruising the apps
I'm not upset, I'm just enforcing a boundary, nothing personal, except this is the most personal you've ever, I'm not saying it is bullshit so I can dump your ass, I'm saying it is bullshit so I can love your ass,
a combo that is not always on display, when we're cruising the apps
joy-love-power
3 September 2023 21:01I truly enjoy telling my friends and family how much I care about them — I feel it is my superpower
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everybody should adopt this superpower
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I’m definitely different from everybody I know, in a lot of ways,
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everybody should adopt this superpower
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I’m definitely different from everybody I know, in a lot of ways,
Aww, it's the episode for making me cry because it's all about love and telling people how you feel romantically about them. Aww. Relationship Anarchism doesn't mean you can't fall in love and cry at weddings and so forth.
Matt from Reddit has quickly become a daily fixture -- we're texting and sending each other HOT videos. He's masturbating to my videos and sending me videos of his orgasms; I'm not allowed to cum or touch my cock unless the Oracle of the Cum Deck allows so I'm just getting even HORNIER. It's exactly what he requested in his personal ad, and I was happy to oblige. I'm totally his physical type, he's one of my physical types, he's smart and no drama. We don't have everything in common, he's not into butt toys for example (he's not even into butts!), or any other kink as far as I can tell so far. But we don't need to have everything in common. It's a nonexclusive Quarantine LDR. We keep each other virtual company, we turn each other on with pics and vids.
He lives alone in a condo and is taking Quarantine so very seriously for a younger fella. Makes me think he's generally a trustworthy and responsible guy. But I know about 0.1% about him, and vice versa. But I respect people who respect COVID-19.
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My workload has lightened up so much this week, wow, hasn't been this slow since before Quarantine. It feels nice. I still may have to work for a few hours on Sunday, but, this week has felt nice. It's like a workcation -- on the clock, but relaxing nonetheless.
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I wrote about this a bit earlier, but having somebody who cares enough about how I look to send me videos of himself shooting his sperm while watching videos of me -- is super motivating for exercise and diet. Reminds me of when Sir Zero declared that I must get my weight down to 160 for our trip to SF, or he'd shut me in the closet for a day as punishment. Matt isn't acting like a Sir in that way, but having that sort of attention, an attention that cares about how I look, yay. It's making a difference in my life already. I expect he feels something similar. That somebody cares.
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K had insisted that I'd fall in love again, though I'm not calling this "love", but to have somebody new in my life -- it's been a while. And for now, safer that the somebody new is far away and not breathing germs into my personal space.
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Can't wait to get back to the condo tomorrow for Time to Self, but it will only be for one night, I have to help T put things back into the basement on Sunday -- and also work on our joint annual budget, so we can implement our new expense-sharing system. And I'll probably need to do my job for a few hours on Sunday. So, one night at the condo, but can't wait! I wish I could take tomorrow off. I'll definitely quit work early tomorrow, the only question is how early.
I'm gonna try running 5 miles in the morning before I leave.
He lives alone in a condo and is taking Quarantine so very seriously for a younger fella. Makes me think he's generally a trustworthy and responsible guy. But I know about 0.1% about him, and vice versa. But I respect people who respect COVID-19.
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My workload has lightened up so much this week, wow, hasn't been this slow since before Quarantine. It feels nice. I still may have to work for a few hours on Sunday, but, this week has felt nice. It's like a workcation -- on the clock, but relaxing nonetheless.
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I wrote about this a bit earlier, but having somebody who cares enough about how I look to send me videos of himself shooting his sperm while watching videos of me -- is super motivating for exercise and diet. Reminds me of when Sir Zero declared that I must get my weight down to 160 for our trip to SF, or he'd shut me in the closet for a day as punishment. Matt isn't acting like a Sir in that way, but having that sort of attention, an attention that cares about how I look, yay. It's making a difference in my life already. I expect he feels something similar. That somebody cares.
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K had insisted that I'd fall in love again, though I'm not calling this "love", but to have somebody new in my life -- it's been a while. And for now, safer that the somebody new is far away and not breathing germs into my personal space.
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Can't wait to get back to the condo tomorrow for Time to Self, but it will only be for one night, I have to help T put things back into the basement on Sunday -- and also work on our joint annual budget, so we can implement our new expense-sharing system. And I'll probably need to do my job for a few hours on Sunday. So, one night at the condo, but can't wait! I wish I could take tomorrow off. I'll definitely quit work early tomorrow, the only question is how early.
I'm gonna try running 5 miles in the morning before I leave.
ballot received
11 October 2020 09:56In Maryland you can check the status of your mailed ballot -- mine has been received :-) Turns out you can trust the USPS after all! Heh.
A third day at the condo begins ... yesterday I binged Caprica all day, except it is one of those old-fashioned TV shows with 20 episodes in the season so it is impossible to finish it in one day, and eventually it started to drag, and I went to bed.
I remember watching the first half of it or so, one week at a time, as it aired, except probably via the TiVo. Yeah, the TiVo was a big part of our media consumption back then. T kept investing in the latest TiVo consoles ... until he didn't. We reached a point, especially after K moved out, when we just didn't watch much TV together anymore, and we could stream-on-demand the shows we wanted to watch together.
Also, back then we'd buy the DVD sets! LOL. Nobody buys DVD sets anymore. It felt so retro yesterday pulling out the Blu-Ray player and putting in a disk. LOL. Remembering that I was an early adopter of the HD-DVD standard, and felt so bitter when Blu-Ray won the format war. HD-DVD was the better technology, it should've won! LOL. Fucking Sony.
This condo is the land of old technology. Laptops from 2012-2015, a plasma TV from 2013, an Xbox 360, ... but I like it here.
I had a spot of anxiety this morning thinking about going back to the house, but I don't have to go back to the house today.
T sent me pics of all the pets. I do love the pets. And I love T, and I love K, and my life continues to revolve around my job and the people/pets I love. Even as these all change over time.
A third day at the condo begins ... yesterday I binged Caprica all day, except it is one of those old-fashioned TV shows with 20 episodes in the season so it is impossible to finish it in one day, and eventually it started to drag, and I went to bed.
I remember watching the first half of it or so, one week at a time, as it aired, except probably via the TiVo. Yeah, the TiVo was a big part of our media consumption back then. T kept investing in the latest TiVo consoles ... until he didn't. We reached a point, especially after K moved out, when we just didn't watch much TV together anymore, and we could stream-on-demand the shows we wanted to watch together.
Also, back then we'd buy the DVD sets! LOL. Nobody buys DVD sets anymore. It felt so retro yesterday pulling out the Blu-Ray player and putting in a disk. LOL. Remembering that I was an early adopter of the HD-DVD standard, and felt so bitter when Blu-Ray won the format war. HD-DVD was the better technology, it should've won! LOL. Fucking Sony.
This condo is the land of old technology. Laptops from 2012-2015, a plasma TV from 2013, an Xbox 360, ... but I like it here.
I had a spot of anxiety this morning thinking about going back to the house, but I don't have to go back to the house today.
T sent me pics of all the pets. I do love the pets. And I love T, and I love K, and my life continues to revolve around my job and the people/pets I love. Even as these all change over time.
